By "got it" I do not mean to imply that when they hear, say, Alanis
Morissette's "You Learn" on the radio, they think of Romans 8:28-39, which I had
paired with this particular song. Rather, I mean that when the youth hear a song
we covered in the WMDBS, they remember. They remember that faith engaged the
heart of their everyday lives in a fruitful way--in a way that mattered very
personally to them.
Once our youth understood the relationship between
faith and everyday life, the wheels started spinning. Rapidly. They wanted to
get more involved in church. They started attending other church functions and
events. They volunteered to teach Sunday school. They helped with church mission
projects.
Yet despite our youths' newfound enthusiasm for seemingly
everything having to do with church, there was one place the youth absolutely
would not go. Worship. They avoided worship like you or I would stay clear of a
nuclear reactor meltdown.
"Is worship that bad?" us older folks
asked. At the time, we had a single, traditional service at 10:00 Sunday
mornings. And no, worship really wasn't that bad. By any other measure,
the service appeared to be doing just fine. It enjoyed broad congregational
support. It had lots of energy. It was growing--not rapidly, but steadily enough
that we knew we would be forced to start a second service within the next couple
of years to accommodate everyone. Our youth were the only ones not
coming.
The Plum That Became a Hand Grenade
I fretted over
our lack of youth participation in worship. I fretted particularly since I
couldn't simply do what churches typically train you to do: blame the youth
themselves. After all, the youth had proven beyond doubt to be highly interested
and willing to participate in areas where they readily found a connection to
their everyday lives.
One day I was driving home from church listening to
music on my car's CD player. As I continued to puzzle over our lack of youth
involvement, a "plum fell from heaven," as the Buddhists say. The "plum" took
the form of an inner observation: "Eric, this happens every week. You pull into
church, turning off the rock or jazz on your CD player, then go inside and offer
what you have to offer. Afterward, you pull away from church, turning back on
your rock or jazz, and that's where it stays all week long."
"Yes," I
thought, "that's pretty accurate."
Another "plum" fell, taking the form
of a question: "Does the music you listen to all week long move you
spiritually?"
"Yes, definitely," I responded. "If it didn't, I wouldn't
be listening to it all week."
A final "plum" fell, which I experienced
more like a hand grenade: "If you're listening to this music all week long, and
if it's moving you spiritually like you say, then why is there a firewall around
worship? Why aren't you bringing it into the sanctuary, especially when your
congregation isn't listening to 'church music' during the week either?"
I
could not answer this question. I had no idea why music or, for that matter, any
number of other elements from everyday life were held at bay at the doors of the
sanctuary. Frankly, I had never seriously considered it a problem before. I am a
child of traditional, mainline Protestantism. So-called traditional worship
makes sense to me. I relate to the hymns, the liturgy, the sermon. Yet as much
as I love these things, I must admit that neither I nor the majority of my
congregation listens to "traditional" worship music during the rest of the week,
nor do we have much interest in reciting responsive readings or listening to
more sermons outside Sunday mornings.
I thought about all the complaining
we ministers and academics do about how good church folks in the mainline church
don't seem to bring Sunday morning into the rest of the week. Could it be that
the problem is not the failure of our laity to bring Sunday morning forward to
Monday afternoon, but the failure of church leaders to bring Monday into Sunday?
I suppose there is some sort of "splendid isolation" one can feel about stepping
into worship that looks very little like everyday life, but at what cost? At the
cost of everyday life itself?
I was so distressed about these questions
that the very next day I called our music director and youth leader, Alan
Murray, asking him to help me think through these issues. As a result of our
conversations and a little fund-raising from a few families in the congregation,
a handful of youth and adult leaders launched a monthly worship service for
teenagers that became known as Alt.Faith.
Worship as Experimental
Laboratory
Our basis for starting Alt.Faith was not only to do
something wonderful for our youth, but to test out a hunch that has since become
one of our foundational pieces of worship theory. The theory is this: bring
everyday life into the heart of worship, and people will bring worship into the
heart of their everyday lives. Life itself will ultimately become an act of
worship.
Alt.Faith thus served as an experimental laboratory for what
worship for all ages might look like in the future. We found that with youth we
could really push the envelope. We could try all kinds of new ideas that might
prove to be complete disasters if inflicted upon our "traditional" folk. We
could take risks, working on little more than hunches and intuitions, knowing
that we could either succeed wildly or--just as important--fail miserably and
not lose half our congregation and budget along with it.
Through
Alt.Faith we tried all kinds of experiments. We hired a rock band who did not
know "church music." We experimented with multimedia--something about which I'd
previously sworn, "Hell will freeze over before I ever use it in worship." The
sermon became like a World's Most Dangerous Bible Study on steroids. Youth
brought in poetry and quotes from books they had been reading. We drew on a wide
variety of arts, including drama and dance. Whatever we brought in, we were
determined not to let it be used as mere "religitainment," but to make it core,
message-bearing material. We invited all of life into the dance of
faith.
During the two years of Alt.Faith's existence, we experienced a
number of wild successes and miserable failures. Both! Yet looking back, it
really did not matter whether we failed or succeeded each month because, either
way, we learned something we did not know previously about worship.
Our
greatest finding was that the original hunch was absolutely correct. You can
bring everyday life into worship in such a way that worship goes back into
everyday life. Worship in this mode is capable of reframing life, setting the
human story into deep relationship with God's larger story. When this happens,
the dividing line between the sacred and profane becomes quite fuzzy. One
discovers the sacred within what was once thought to be profane, and the profane
itself is readily transformed by the sacred.
Sometimes people would ask
how we could bring secular music or non-Christian art forms into church. I would
respond, "Just open your Bible and you'll find your answer." If the Psalms can
affirm that the seas, hills, and forests are all capable of praising and
glorifying God though they be inanimate objects without minds or souls, how much
more can human beings do these same things without being consciously aware of
what they are doing. It simply takes the lens of faith to perceive it. We
discovered in Alt.Faith that worship can provide such a lens.
On April
16, 2006 (Easter Sunday), Eric Elnes will begin a four-month walk across the
United States as part of his leadership in CrossWalk America. Information about
the walk can be found on the organization’s Web site: http://www.crosswalkamerica.org/index.php.
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